Don't fuck with my Energy

I’ve always been a dreamer,

A wild kind of don’t believe the hype type,

Wandering through this life,

A zephyr with a zesty temper,

I believe in kindness,

I desire so much,

Someone told me once,

That ” You can’t bottle the changing seasons,

You should look for life’s deeper meanings”,

Sometimes I forget that I hold all of this power,

If you let them,

People will take it from you,

Or worse than that,

They fake it,

Imagine that?

Pretending to be an entirely different person?

That sounds exhausting.

So, look after your own energy,

That is not selfish.

Listen to yourself,

What are you saying?

I say, “I think I’m a bit crazy.”

So when life gets tough,

I like to keep hidden,

But the truth is,

If you hide away,

People fill in the blanks,

To tell you exactly who you are not,

And then you get into all sorts of trouble.

You start to believe what they think,

That’s when you need to take

A long hard look in the mirror.

One day,

I’ll meet someone that’ll show me people can be different.

Until then, I choose to listen.

Not to others, but to what I have to say.

I talk to myself kindly so that I can shine brightly.

I feel the anxiety and that I am not good enough,

Of feeling never quite right.

And when the waves of darkness wash over me I get up,

And I choose to fight…